not gonna lie… im shitting myself… ever since i was young i had the dream of moving out as soon as i was 16. now im 17 and doing it… i have never been so scared. i dont want to live on my own. will most likely crash at toms every night, or try and let him into my place. growing up isnt all its cracked up to be… i know im doing it for the right reasons but the thought of it really scares me. gonna go out tomorrow and get drunk. fuck it. if im doing this i may aswell act like an adult. 

So my friend has decided to hate me all of a sudden! He constantly treats me like shit yet I put up with it cos I cared. He treats me differently to other people, got time for them but not me. I air my thoughts and yet again I’m the bad guy :/ can’t wait to get away from here! Delete people from my lives forget they ever existed. Ughhhh!!